凱西,笑嘻嘻

I just want to cry whenever I feel sad. If you can be yourself, why do I feel I am always playing an character. It's raining. And I don't know when will it stop. It's raining outside? Why am I soaked to the skin? It feels like I am drowning. I have been drowning once in the real sea. And now it's the second time in the water that I gathered it myself.